Wednesday, November 29, 2006
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He left me again. Yes, he rode off with his bike and leaving me here sitting..crying..alone without a care. We tried to talk things out..we really did. But not facing each other. His attention was on the left and mine..right. Maybe the time comes when I really need to accept that we can’t understand each other even though how much we tried. It was beyond description how I felt when he just left without a word. Piercing silently. Yes, it was scary. I just wanted to see him. Nothing less nor more. Probably this is another of those torment caused by misunderstanding which I’ve to go through one more time. Or maybe it’s time for me to let go. Was his heart felt the pinch when he saw the tears? I don’t know. Or probably I’m just living in my own denial. Could be true. I should have made deeper scars, thus oozing more of my pain out from the soul. My mind is blank. Blank as a sheet of paper. Can I just ignore this feeling? It might disappear tomorrow. I may never know. Or should I just bottle up everything inside..like I always do?
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